Pretend- Original.

I had fun but in the end it's just pretend.

I called you 'friend' but it's all pretend.

I laughed, the laugh was all fake, just pretend.

Was there a time when I didn't pretend

Lord knows if so, it's time to face reality.

Reality comes with brutality.

Time to put away childish things

Let's see what the darkness brings

I'm alone, so cold.

But it's just how life goes.

No Pain, no gain.

It was all in vain.

I had fun but in the end it's just pretend.

I called you 'friend' but it's all pretend.

I laughed, the laugh was all fake, just pretend.

Was there a time when I didn't pretend?

What are my fantasies?

That live in a world of ecstasy.

People can hear my voice

I had the choice.

Life is a bitch.

It's that painful switch.

That kills my dreams

And fills with agonizing screams.  

I had fun but in the end it's just pretend.

I called you 'friend' but it's all pretend.

I laughed, the laugh was all fake, just pretend.

Was there a time when I didn't pretend?

No more tears, I am done.

I've killed my own fun

It's nothing but fake

I'll only ache

If I just pretend.

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I've been working on this for a while. I hoped you enjoyed
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